An Important Message
Posted: Sat Apr 05, 2008 6:22 pm
This is kind of a long message, but I hope you'll all read the whole thing as some of it is pretty important.
Nine or Ten months ago I made the decision to start the ExCo for a couple reasons. The first was that I was tired of being the target, doing all sorts of work and getting very little credit or appreciation for it but no shortage of complaints or criticism. I hoped that the formation of the ExCo, sharing responsibilities and authority, would help mitigate this.
It hasn't.
If anything, things have been worse in a lot of ways. Part of this is my fault because at times I'm unwilling to take the initiative because I want things to be done "by the ExCo" not "by me through the ExCo" and many of the ExCo members simply have no idea how to handle certain things. None of them have ever run a successful sim league before, half had never even tried it or even considered it before.
How have things been worse? ExCo as a whole has been slow to respond to problems and issues. It took almost a month to remove a horribly inactive new GM. We've been talking about updating the Rules almost from Day One and every month or so, someone will say "We should update the rules" everyone agrees and then no one does it. When problems come up, as the TRC did recently, everyone agrees we should discuss it, then nothing happens. The most work the ExCo has done as an entity was when it was first formed when everyone started proposing removing rules they didn't like, such as the ban on pick trading, something JP recently admitted to me should probably be undone, for the exact reasons I've said all along that the rule was needed. That cracks me up every time I think about it.
Part of the problem too has been the choice I made in ExCo members. JP is well-liked, including by me, and has long been a valued adviser. However, he is not a good decision-maker, he's unwilling to apply penalties or make unpopular decisions, even if they're the right one. He's extremely dedicated to the league, but I should have born in mind the success rate of the leagues he's tried to start in the past when I chose him. Shawn has been extremely valuable in his work on OOPSS but he and JP rarely disagree. Jim and Brett...haven't really been visible enough for me to have an opinion on them as ExCo members. They have taken little to no initiative on issues. Jake as well. I don't dislike any of these people, quite the contrary for the most part and I wouldn't have invited them onto the ExCo in the first place if I hadn't (because that would have been stupid and just created more problems than it could have ever solved). That doesn't mean they're suited to running the league.
Too often I've found myself frustrated by a bad decisions by the ExCo or, even worse, no decision or action is taken on something that deserved it. I hesitate to take the initiative on issues because I don't want the ExCo to be seen as a vehicle for the prior system. Yet I see nothing done and get maddeningly frustrated by it.
Which brings me to the second reason I decided to form the ExCo. I wanted a vehicle in place for the time when I felt it was necessary to leave. And that time has come. I felt it was imminent when i decided to start the ExCo and I wanted to make sure the league kept going, that all the work, late nights, sweat and even tears i put into it wouldn't come to nothing. I'm less confident now than i was then that it will work, but I hope that my first instinct was right and that it will.
There are multiple reasons for why I'm leaving.
The first and most simple is that this stopped being fun. It's been a long time since I thought being part of the IBC was fun.
Another factor is of time. I have other interests now and less free time than ever. Even on a day when i only spend half an hour on the IBC, I'd rather spend that time going for a run, riding my bike, swimming, reading a book or even working on my thesis.
The third is a result of decisions of the ExCo. I've seen too many bad or lazy decisions made or actions not taken and it's wrong and frankly makes me sick to my stomach.
Some of you will be thrilled about this. Aaron springs to mind. I'm actually rather proud of Aaron's dislike of me. Anyone as closed minded, racist and ignorant (and apparently proud of those qualities)as he is is someone I'm proud to call an enemy.
Others may not know what to make of it.
A few will miss me. I think there are a few of you who realize how much the league and it's success mean to me. They know I would do, and have done, anything to insure it's success and vitality. Occasionally I would get a note of thanks from a member. They were few and far between but they meant more than I could express with words.
A few recommendations and requests before I go.
The first Request is that Nils be allowed to move to Boston. In fact, this isn't a request, if it's not done I take back everything I said before and I'm sticking around. Nils is the Co-Founder of the IBC and has done more for the league than anyone else in the league realizes. Boston should remain the home of the Co-Founders and it's not far enough into the season that this should be a problem.
Second is that Jake Hamlin accept my place as a permanent member of the ExCo. I'd nominate Nils, but I know he doesn't want it (actually his answer was "Hell no!"). Jake's a smart guy, level headed and he is committed to the league.
Third is that Ken or Andrew take the absent 6th ExCo member, for similar reasons.
Fourth is that I would appreciate it if you left my team vacant for the year. If someone would be kind enough to mind the roster for me. Give it a chance to do what it can. I know GM-less teams aren't supposed to be allowed to make the playoffs, but maybe in this case you can make an exception, if my team earns it.
Beyond that, some gifts before I depart.
The first is that I've uploaded everything I have on the IBC to the server. Notes on history, GM's, past databases, old team breakdowns, old copies of the rules, logos, etc... everything is in there. Some of it's pretty fun from a nostalgic perspective, I hope it gets used in some way.
The second is an auto-simmer, which I've attached, which will allow each GM to sim batches of seasons automatically. Very useful for decision making. (see your email)
Now I'm going to go off and finish up the games for this evening, get the database in order following tonight's games and send it out one last time. Admittedly I'm a little sad. And I'll miss the league in a way, though probably not in the way some of you think. But more than anything, I think I feel a sense of relief. It's that relief and comfort that tells me I'm doing the right thing.
Anyone who wants to say hello, you know how to find me, I'm almost always on AIM. To everyone else... Live long and prosper.
Nine or Ten months ago I made the decision to start the ExCo for a couple reasons. The first was that I was tired of being the target, doing all sorts of work and getting very little credit or appreciation for it but no shortage of complaints or criticism. I hoped that the formation of the ExCo, sharing responsibilities and authority, would help mitigate this.
It hasn't.
If anything, things have been worse in a lot of ways. Part of this is my fault because at times I'm unwilling to take the initiative because I want things to be done "by the ExCo" not "by me through the ExCo" and many of the ExCo members simply have no idea how to handle certain things. None of them have ever run a successful sim league before, half had never even tried it or even considered it before.
How have things been worse? ExCo as a whole has been slow to respond to problems and issues. It took almost a month to remove a horribly inactive new GM. We've been talking about updating the Rules almost from Day One and every month or so, someone will say "We should update the rules" everyone agrees and then no one does it. When problems come up, as the TRC did recently, everyone agrees we should discuss it, then nothing happens. The most work the ExCo has done as an entity was when it was first formed when everyone started proposing removing rules they didn't like, such as the ban on pick trading, something JP recently admitted to me should probably be undone, for the exact reasons I've said all along that the rule was needed. That cracks me up every time I think about it.
Part of the problem too has been the choice I made in ExCo members. JP is well-liked, including by me, and has long been a valued adviser. However, he is not a good decision-maker, he's unwilling to apply penalties or make unpopular decisions, even if they're the right one. He's extremely dedicated to the league, but I should have born in mind the success rate of the leagues he's tried to start in the past when I chose him. Shawn has been extremely valuable in his work on OOPSS but he and JP rarely disagree. Jim and Brett...haven't really been visible enough for me to have an opinion on them as ExCo members. They have taken little to no initiative on issues. Jake as well. I don't dislike any of these people, quite the contrary for the most part and I wouldn't have invited them onto the ExCo in the first place if I hadn't (because that would have been stupid and just created more problems than it could have ever solved). That doesn't mean they're suited to running the league.
Too often I've found myself frustrated by a bad decisions by the ExCo or, even worse, no decision or action is taken on something that deserved it. I hesitate to take the initiative on issues because I don't want the ExCo to be seen as a vehicle for the prior system. Yet I see nothing done and get maddeningly frustrated by it.
Which brings me to the second reason I decided to form the ExCo. I wanted a vehicle in place for the time when I felt it was necessary to leave. And that time has come. I felt it was imminent when i decided to start the ExCo and I wanted to make sure the league kept going, that all the work, late nights, sweat and even tears i put into it wouldn't come to nothing. I'm less confident now than i was then that it will work, but I hope that my first instinct was right and that it will.
There are multiple reasons for why I'm leaving.
The first and most simple is that this stopped being fun. It's been a long time since I thought being part of the IBC was fun.
Another factor is of time. I have other interests now and less free time than ever. Even on a day when i only spend half an hour on the IBC, I'd rather spend that time going for a run, riding my bike, swimming, reading a book or even working on my thesis.
The third is a result of decisions of the ExCo. I've seen too many bad or lazy decisions made or actions not taken and it's wrong and frankly makes me sick to my stomach.
Some of you will be thrilled about this. Aaron springs to mind. I'm actually rather proud of Aaron's dislike of me. Anyone as closed minded, racist and ignorant (and apparently proud of those qualities)as he is is someone I'm proud to call an enemy.
Others may not know what to make of it.
A few will miss me. I think there are a few of you who realize how much the league and it's success mean to me. They know I would do, and have done, anything to insure it's success and vitality. Occasionally I would get a note of thanks from a member. They were few and far between but they meant more than I could express with words.
A few recommendations and requests before I go.
The first Request is that Nils be allowed to move to Boston. In fact, this isn't a request, if it's not done I take back everything I said before and I'm sticking around. Nils is the Co-Founder of the IBC and has done more for the league than anyone else in the league realizes. Boston should remain the home of the Co-Founders and it's not far enough into the season that this should be a problem.
Second is that Jake Hamlin accept my place as a permanent member of the ExCo. I'd nominate Nils, but I know he doesn't want it (actually his answer was "Hell no!"). Jake's a smart guy, level headed and he is committed to the league.
Third is that Ken or Andrew take the absent 6th ExCo member, for similar reasons.
Fourth is that I would appreciate it if you left my team vacant for the year. If someone would be kind enough to mind the roster for me. Give it a chance to do what it can. I know GM-less teams aren't supposed to be allowed to make the playoffs, but maybe in this case you can make an exception, if my team earns it.
Beyond that, some gifts before I depart.
The first is that I've uploaded everything I have on the IBC to the server. Notes on history, GM's, past databases, old team breakdowns, old copies of the rules, logos, etc... everything is in there. Some of it's pretty fun from a nostalgic perspective, I hope it gets used in some way.
The second is an auto-simmer, which I've attached, which will allow each GM to sim batches of seasons automatically. Very useful for decision making. (see your email)
Now I'm going to go off and finish up the games for this evening, get the database in order following tonight's games and send it out one last time. Admittedly I'm a little sad. And I'll miss the league in a way, though probably not in the way some of you think. But more than anything, I think I feel a sense of relief. It's that relief and comfort that tells me I'm doing the right thing.
Anyone who wants to say hello, you know how to find me, I'm almost always on AIM. To everyone else... Live long and prosper.